Ten toes challenge. (Sorry if it’s really long!)

You say you really love me,

you say you’ll never lie.

Well I really trusted you,

I ask myself, why?

I told myself stuff that would never ever happen.

I needed you

Trusted you,

and you just let this happen.

Why you such a liar daddy,

I wish this never happened.

I really want you back,

but I know that won’t happen.

A girl needs a father in her life,

is that too much to ask?

or is it just my stupid mind,

thinking,

saying that you’ll be back?

when I watched you walk out that door and never turn back,

i thought you loved me,

or atleast that’s what you said.

I love you,

but does that even matter?

You left my mom alone with six children,

how could you?

SHE even trusted you.

Thats why I’m mad.

If you would of just hurt me,

that’d be fine,

but you hurt my whole family!

just why?

ir really need you dad,

i write you everyday.

But you’ll never see the notes I make for you to see.

Maybe one day I’ll be fine.

Maybe one day, I’ll have a family of my own.

And I’ll be a better parent than you was to me.

Since after all, I am your thrown away child.

This is from your daughter,

i still love you daddy.

I hope you see this and wish you never left me!

because dad,

I wish you’d understand me!

what if you listened to me,

what if you cared?

when I was eleven,

i asked you if you loved me.

This was before you left.

you couldn’t even answer me.

thats why.

Thats why I feel you don’t care.

if you cared, you would come back,

and I'd say I’m sorry.

But daddy,

your the one that needs to say sorry to me!

i didn’t deserve this,

nor my family.

Why’d you do this to me?

please tell me why!

people be telling me to accept your gone,

but I won’t,

because I still have hope.

Hope that youll be back.

Hope that You still love me.

But you dont, do you daddy?

and that really hurts.

You don‘t do this to a child’s mind, it’s just not right.

Please come home daddy.

it‘s just not right.