confrontations and appointments
drowning in all of the noise and gun fire. they cannot know.
Spectacle, my doctor ask with raised eyebrows "With such a little dosage of medication... she's coping?
"Yeah. Right?"
his eyes staring through me... afraid of the monster i will awake if i tell the truth..
i will soon grow. i will soon grow. 18... 18... 6 more years.. you can do it.. push through..
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You have to learn
How to balance everything out
okay...
You can't put everything
And all you have
Into one thing
And still expect
Everything else
To stay afloat
i know
Don't talk back and listen
This is serious
You can't do this to us again
You got it?
...
FUCKING ANSWER HER!!
...she told me not to talk back..
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'I dont need this'
I whisper under my breath
in the middle of math class
'I'll make it big one day.
You'll see.'
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