an unknown fear

I know this is strange but my fear is not one that can be named. People have it but not in the way I do. Yes people are afraid of dead things or dying, yes people are afraid of bugs, but very few are afride of dead and or dying bugs. Luck me I am one of them. Dont get me wrong im not afraid of death, I work in a hosptial and see bodys on the daily. But even thinking about a dead bug espically a squished one makes me dizzy. I can handle live bugs just fine but as soon as they die and I see their guts I freak out and nothing can calm me down. It is very weird that no one can name this fear and instead call it a fear of bugs but trust me when I say its not a fear of bugs or death it is its own catergory.