its over

a recollection of him and our ending

i almost don't want to ask what's wrong.

is it me or you? or you or me?

if i ask

i might get an answer i don't want to hear

i don't think i really need to ask to know its over.

i ask anyway

apparently, you don't know what's wrong

just that something is but don't worry

i worry and i push

i still don't know if you were planning to end it

maybe i pushed to hard and you realised

you don't want this

you don't want me

i already knew it was over

but why did it still surprise me, still hurt me

when you finally said it was?