yawn part seven
(not all of this is mine, i recycled other parts of the yawn series)
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the closer i look, i can see
the fishing line is a black thread (not silk)
thin and barely noticeable
hear the echoes of
bird chirping
creaking of my ghosts on the stairs,
ringing in my ear as my eyes trace
the single black thread, vivid in my soul
following my eye across the line
black as the night of an eclipse
vast, hiding all things in it
i race forward
conscious of the rising memories
old and new
the water waves that
overlap and wash over me
and drown into the m u d d i e d
s o i l of my soul
skipping over me
kissing my shadow
as i follow the line and
run on the waters
my seas
m y o c e a n s
towards the other end of the
the shore
of my heart to...
t h e l a s t l i n e
tangles of trees strangled
in dead vines
and caked clay
can you hear it?
the c r y of a voice in the dead of
the night
. (it's near)
t h e l a s t l i ne
i race forward,
jump! o
v
e
r the edge of the water
and tumble in the vines
dirt trapped in my nails
my hands stained with earth
dead vines spreading along my
calf and my chest
crimson red trickling down
my eyes follow the fishing line
no. i was
too hasty
too risky
there's black and blue
on my skin
and the water catching up
behind me
then.
all of sudden
there's an answer to the
cry to the ghosts and all sounds
silence
the
page flicks and turns
and i can see
i can feel it
the dimming heart is
on fire
burning with passion
and under my heart
in the water
there's sunlight
the pen is lying on top of
fresh new page
and suddenly, its so clear
—inside a place where sounds
and sights make perfect sense—
with one last long look at the
fishing line
at the barb
the (tangled and caught) last line
i turn away and
walk away
from the vines and trees
letting myself drown
in the water
the sunlight surrounds me
and breathes into my bones
as i yawn
the waters filling inside me like
oxygen
as i drink all i was
all i will be
and—
and—
it unravels to me
everything
the pen waits for the page waits
for a new person to start
a new story
a new protector
for the eyes and ears and nose
and mouth to
dispel the lack of
understanding and integrity
that junks the land
(i understand now)
mine has ended:
and with that, i close my eyes
and enter sleep
t h e r e w a s n o l a s t l i n e
. only unfinished poems and
writing
only abandoned poems and writing
waiting for someone to pick up the pen
and carry on
mine has ended but will continue
someday
for now,
i pass the pen...
and let creativity flow.
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part one: https://theprose.com/256062/yawn
part two: https://theprose.com/256070/yawn
part three: https://theprose.com/256248/yawn
part four: https://theprose.com/256305/yawn
part five: https://theprose.com/256340/yawn
part six: https://theprose.com/256375/yawn