Lost

We used to spend the day

Just laying in bed,

I’d cuddle up to you

While you rub my head.

We’d go on walks,

Or go look at fish

We were inseparable.

We were each other’s wish.

We would go on dates,

Even just a drive.

It was when we thought

We would always survive.

I stare into your empty eyes.

They used to be blue,

Now a dull stormy grey.

Your embrace still warm

Yet is definitely does not feel

Like it did when we met

It’s almost kinda like a brewing storm.

you no longer look at me anymore

Nor

Pay attention when I talk.

You do what you please

While I’m begging on my knees

For you to give me the respect I deserve

We talk when you are gone

And fight when we are close,

How long will it be until we both overdose.

It won’t be of pills,

Or even of drugs

Probably just an overload of love.

We aren’t us anymore.

At least the us we used to be.

What if we don’t last?

I guess I’ll have to wait and see.

I punched a wall the other day,

Which probably I realize wasn’t that smart.

However there was too much going on

And I’d rather have a bruised hand than a breaking heart.