Emotions go berserk!

Deadly anger expressed from within,

made me depressed like never before,

For I got nothing except curses,

as I failed to realize who I am.

I feel like a fork to soup these days,

for never doing anything right,

but now I tend to make myself useful,

by changing my body and my thinking,

which are not influenced by outer voices,

but which depends solely on my conscience,

for it never gave a wrong advise and everytime,

I ignored it I failed to realize who I am.

Now as I set out to change myself,

I want to be the one to whom everyone can approach or I want to be a door of opportunities for them and to never let,

any cloth of ego,rage and attitude,

wrap itself around me for I am willing to,

Discover that superpower which god had sent within me for which I will let my inner voice take my control.

There is no reason as to why I should regret,

my past for it is not going to give me anything,

Except pain why I should not stand out and hope for there is no need for me to be trapped,

in this world where humanity does not exist.

I guess I should believe and look forward towards future for that is the thing I can change and have faith in without any fear.

Let not the cloudy skies overrule,

my walks towards my goal,

Let no fear and pain make me cower and dishearten,

For I will be brave enough through the voices and floods of tribulation and will be curious like never before.

The reason is simple,

I don’t want to be angry anymore,

For it harms nobody except me,

I want to cry in cheerful joy,

I want to live in a world where I can express myself and not to be captivated by someone who is superior than me.

Living life can be a torture for our soul,

If we don’t strive to be an original in this fake world,

The fact that you are not there where you want to be should be enough to motivate you,

It should light the fire of desire inside you for if that is not enough,

I bet nothing can be.

Trust is like a glass which once when broken can never be the same,

So ’O lord shelter us in your shadows,

Let the misunderstandings between those lovers be clear thus letting the walls if rage break between them.

There is one good thing that it is never late to start doing anything,

For our creator is ready to forgive us for our wrongdoings,

But at first we are children of god heading to school in a bus where the school awaits surprises to be given,

Life realities, respect and ettiquites to be taught to us.

I am glad that God has not left us in grief,

Let no anger and frustration be the end of us,

Let cheerfulness and gaiety be the beginning of us,

And let our actions and success be an inspiration for others.

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