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iWould change my actions

iWould affect others how they affect me

iWould tell those who matter most how i really feel

my thoughts consume me

they are not always pleasant

i could write a million poems

and none would rid me of my emotions

constant opposition with myself

my thoughts do not align

i overindulge, i obsess

energetic to a fault

unless im depressed

iWould get angry

an emotion that's lacking

a crucial ingredient for growth

iWould be unapolegetically honest

open to love in all forms

iWould never cry again

iWould do what i want like nobody or nothing else mattered

but it does

and they do,

and my life is as much yours as it is mine

i consistently desire what i can't have

that is my ammo