Self-reflection

For the most part, I'm satisfied with who I am as a person, and I've accepted my personal traits, good and bad. However, if I had to choose something to change, it would definitely be my characteristic of shyness. I've been shy and fearful since I was a child, and even after all these years, that aspect hasn't changed. I still struggle with talking to strangers, with initiating conversation or much of anything. The most frustrating part of it is the interactions I've most likely missed out on. Despite my inherent shyness, I enjoy connecting with others, and I want to make more friends. But, the volatile mixture of shyness, anxiety, and social awkwardness, make this exceedingly difficult at times. There have been many occasions I thought about reaching out to other people, only to turn back in fear of embarrassment. I truly hope a day will come when this trait is no longer a hindrance, but one I can embrace and overcome. For now, all I can do is constantly work to improve myself and grow as a person. Really, that's all any of us can do toward self growth.