Nick

I hurt you but I think I had to

you don’t deserve to be hurt

you've already felt so much pain

you

you

you...

I miss you beyond belief

and it hurts even though I had to do it

I'm sorry for ever leaving

but I couldn’t stay

I remember hating to leave

I did then and still do now

I told you I never have been perfect

maybe now you can see its you I don’t deserve

you deserve better, and will find better

live better

love better

I'm sorry I couldn’t love you

I’m sorry it can’t be me

please forgive me

please

please please

it hurts me too,

probably not as bad

I keep crying going back to you

perfect you

the you I somehow couldnt love

you who deserved everything I had to give

you

I’m still crying, as I write

because I know how it hurts

but not as much as you

you are hurting

and I cannot forgive myself for that

my prayers were answered but I didn’t want to listen to them

I knew what it would mean for you and me

it’s killing me

and I know it’s killing you too

I'm sorry

that I

hurt

you