Kuyashi 悔しい

Means to turn intense frustration

Into fuel that drives you

i am feeling very kuyashi right now

what exactly do i desire to say

why aren't the words coming out

stuck like my unfulfiled expectations

this burning passion

the suffocation of this self created maze

spinning in circles in unclear ambiguation

Kuyashi

Argh i wanted it so bad

questions of resignation, float around my head

like stale dust and ungranted wishes

because how could I smile if i won like that

this defeat tastes like tough love

when i feel as fragile as cracked glass

i wanted to win but you were clearly better

kuyashi

You have my gratitude

Because you like speckled glass

were the refection that revealed my weak self,

But, i'll get you back 100 fold, no 1000 fold

the bitterness in the pit of my stomatch

will fertilize the growth of the wings

that will take me higher, because

massive success as the best revenge

Kuyashi