30 extra years

Namaste,

If you're reading this, then it worked, but that isn't important. There are some things you need to know. I am you. We died like we were supposed to at 58 but we were brought back and saved. We're now 88 and going to die again in less than a day, no come-backs this time. The infinite infinities is important, and why I chose now to write this all down in our unfinished black-book. I hope our code hasn't evolved too much to understand but I'm only writing it once, so pay attention. This message probably wont survive the time-rift for long.

Things will get worse before they get better, but you are a candle shining in the darkness. There aren't many like you so, it's important to believe in yourself and not be afraid to lead others with your light. You have a unique ability to see alternate perspectives, and this is the key to your success. Don't ever lose it. It's important. You will never really know how many lives you've affected, but know that it's largely been positive, and we have no regrets.

You may find your emotional nature a burden now, but it will serve you well in your near future. The world doesn't stop evolving toward conformed logic's, and it's only the emotional ones who feel past it. Those emotions, and your ability to express them, is what helps the others wake-up to the growing atrocities. You will find friends in those you help awaken, and in others like you so, have faith that loneliness is only a symptom of lessons you have to learn on your own to better understand those you will cross in your future.

I explain that so you'll understand why we've gotten thirty extra years. You will only remember reading this when you come back from your first death. Because in these last thirty years, you have to be an advocate. You will be gifted with the ability to know who needs it, and you must be ready to speak for them. These individuals are as important as you are, and by then, you'll understand it. There's a reason you have your experiences so, take note of them, and share them with those who will listen. You're not alone in this pivot of change, but you must work as diligently as your counter-parts. Don't be afraid. We're at peace in the end.

-M.E.