The past is the past.

"Words said in hate. Things we can't take back. Memories can't tolerate. Regrets and mistakes we have made. Things circling back from the past. How much longer will this last? Not one more day not if i have a say in this mess. Need to stop living in the past and move forward to change our present and look forward to the future instead of wishing for death I wanna live in the here and now. I just didn't know how. Took me all this time to learn how to do that. Hopeful. Impossible to move back."