Just a Boy.

Everyone told me when i was drowning in my tears that you are just a boy, that i deserved so much better or that you are doing what boys do, break your heart and dont pick up the peices. Me being the broken girl who doesnt deserve you in my mind, at least. you werent just a boy. in my mind, in my heart, you were so much more than a boy. you were a pill that was mainting my breathing. you werent just a boy, you will never be just a boy. i cant move on if you just keep coming back. never to leave but instead just hiding. just to pop back up.

i had a few boyfriends before you but you were the first one i fell in love with.

the moments we had, stuck in my head, to be replyed over and over again. you are a boy but never will i call you just a boy. cuase you were the first boy i loved. the first boy i cryed for, for days. sleeping off all my tears and my eyes red all the time.

but your just a boy, right?