I don’t drink anymore

and trust me

it’s not because I want to be sober

I could go the club anyday

but it’s the only one here

and I know what I would find

you, dancing with him,

treating what we had together

just like another of your lies

So that’s why I’m at home

staring at the champagne bottles

left untouched in your cabinet

knowing that somehow

being drunk would hurt more

than being sober