Rampaging Thoughts

Why can’t I turn off my thoughts? All I want to do is sleep. But as soon as I close my eyes, your hurtful words creep into my head and hurt me all over again.

I don’t want to hurt, but my thoughts have a mind of their own. My mind likes to torture me with everything people say and all my past actions.

Was I overreacting? Was I a bad friend? Am I a bad friend? Why can’t I be happy? Why won’t my mind let me be happy?

All I want to do is move past the hurt. From deep within my soul, I want to forgive you and move on. But my mind won’t let me. My mind likes to over process every little detail till I’m drove to insanity.

I just want to turn my brain off and go to sleep. I just want to be happy