Soft Skin Sin

We sat on the edge of the universe

In star lit Anaheim

Hating the county

Having a horrible time

Exhausted and lonely, I grabbed your hip

And in a passing moment of weakness

We kissed

I laid in bed that night shaking

Dreading the thought of waking

Guilt ridden heart a thudding bass drum

Afraid of the shit show to come

A soft skin sin under socal summer stars

Somethings decompressing

When we were undressing

But no ever gave out cigars

When you just give in to it

Youre never going to win for shit

Black Butterflies melt down to fears

Tears of joy remain to be tears

I sat outside on her porch

She told me she hated me

I hated myself, but i loved her

Poor decision and bad intuition it was wrong

And in a passing moment of weakness I wrote this song

I cried for weeks on end

My own wounds I had to mend

There was no excuse for my mistake

I hate that I made her heart break