it's like being choked by the ocean

stuck in a little world i created for you

your my little secret and my little muse

and the sad thing is...you don't even know it

you don't even know the tears that drowned my pillow

you don't know the love songs I've danced to with you

you don't know the way I get heart eyes looking at you- the way my body tingles when I'm around you

Oh forbidden love! How it envelopes me in such deep joy and grief

How can I claim what's not even mine-jealousy arises because I've claimed you.

And you don't even know