Heart-lit Glow...

Disappointment and sorrow/unsure of your presence still being here, being near tomorrow/not enough time in the day to borrow/so let's travel through this wormhole, Donny Darko/wake up in a mad world with this void like "where'd your heart go?"/proned to being letdown we all far too often know/to walk alone it can be a hard road/calmer moans/softened groans/ambient sounds with harsh tones/don't leave me in the dark all alone/accept in some form your heart I own/my composure at times feels hard to show/don't cause this house of cards to fall and fold/maybe I'm just not worth the cost but maybe this heart of gold/is worth more than any or all those claiming to be smarter suppose/how you feel inside it's hard to know/before my heart had been hard to show/turn off the lights and allow our thoughts in the dark to grow/theft from my chest you left this large now larger hole/I need the spark of your heart lit glow/reading this I can feel your eyes start to roll/I'll allow it as what can I do to stop the war you toll/cut this knife from sharpened stone/for you to thrust into my haunted home/carve into my bone/still upon your hallow ground I'll stand guard like a garden gnome/through the blades of grass I crawl and roam/waiting for the door to open set out a food and water bowl/treat me like a dog you console/to feed this starved goat/pleading for clemency for you to give me a pardoned soul/you know where to find me, in the oasis we embarked to frolic and stroll/til all is right as this razor's edge beneath the sheet of skin the scarlet's stroked/the silence always makes it harder to cope/so come just take my hand and trust it's not much farther to go/as never could I bottle it closed/eventually full throttle the bottle explodes/as never will I condone this to conquer our hope/everything I have to offer means nothing to your stronger hold/don't turn me into another monster to control/jusr let us be whatever the cards show...