Angel
We never met, we never knew each other
Although, I wish we did
Yet we were bound together, by the very fabric of life
That could hold two beings as close as possible
I loved you even without knowing you
I know you did the same.
I was once alone,
Crushing under the burden of duty to others
Overwhelmed by the complexities of relationships
Struggling to find a meaning
To whom I'm suppose to be
Everything I did, I wasn't good enough
Everything I was, I felt unsure
Eventually, I felt no more...
Then you came along.
With your brief existence in me,
You thought me to love
I began to feel again
Felt such tremendous joy
That I did not know was ever possible
Colors of spring were never brighter,
Sound of music was never so melodious
You changed something in me forever
For the first time,
I began to love
Myself and YOU.
Nothing will ever change,
Even though you’re gone
I will forever be in love with you
I will forever be your mom.