One sided love...

One sided love/too high like a drug/couldn't give up had to try for us/had to fight for us/I truly don't like or try to judge/sadly I admired you because/you liked to see things through so you must've lacked the desire to us/cos it feels like we really didn't try enough/and because of it time it didn't buy us enough/now no saving this shack in shambles, it just feels like our time is up/just pour the gas, strike the match, light it up then watch the fire erupt/after burnt to ashes place in the trash bag then tie it shut/yeah I feel like I'm tired I'm stuck/back to where I'm trying to find the rush/can't believe a word you say now cos you lied too much/get me down in my mind where I feel my rhymes just suck/if I could catch a line of luck/instead backwards I slide back in the muck/can question how it is, why it was/objectify our trust/to ultimately deny our love/so deep inside we keep it bottled up to hide the disgust/my worries you would try to hush/still I was never quiet enough/I will not lie it sucks/to again run wild we lust/just as to old tricks I've wised on up/feels like I'm blindfolded and just can't find your touch/I can refuse what's logical but I can't deny my gut/and I've got a hunch/been standing on the edge long enough it's time to jump/all lines of communication I have cut/your way out you can try to bluff/but I stand in the way and I ain't trying to budge/goodbye goodbye one sided love...