Lonely Thoughts
20. Introspection,
O’
Mindless intervention...
Listen well, down they trail...
Doth thou mind me?
21. The innumerable theories
twist....
then bend.
22. Rather I?
In your eye, I see death.
Repressed, you disgraced
pest.
23. I’m sickened by this foul character of mine.
24. Give me tomorrow, give me the next, please feed me more!
I can’t help but being vexed.
25. How is it that not a single page has driven you insane?
26. Here I-
Here we sink.
27. I look back at the mirage
and wonder if these steps
were worth it?
28. There’s a pain in my lip,
should I bite it?
Let the blood ooze and drip
Seemingly ecstatic?
Or would it be better if the agony pierced tenaciously
until it vanished?
29. Silence is a dying thought....
While it expands,
it is suppressed by emotion;
My sentiments are tracks
Moving the fraudulent locomotive.
30. I thought of you yesterday,
but you died.
31. Closer to hell,
A thought blinks into existence,
Molten steel
burdens my structure,
I hold all that was and is
in a gleaming arena….
Possibilities shatter…
32. Home alone- all alone.
Waking vacancy,
Constantly waking me….
Make me a wish
Make me a bracelet,
Tell me i’m fine,
Write me a better line….
33. Any idiot could live life.
34. My conterparted evil,
Sinking, drowning,
Freely falling feeble.
Does this life seem enough?
Constant mood swings and thoughts of love…
Yesterday is gone, tomorrow is done…
Remember that net which kept you going,
Never caught,
Just always running to be taught.
I don’t take darkness lightly,
But somehow it spots
me nightly.
36.The words are constant in my forethought,
Rigid in character,flightless in possibility.
Surging like water, infesting the mind, crumbling
the remainder of my time...
37 The dragon sweeps the night
crawling maggots etch the Doctrine,
what remains are words dripping,
Dripping of darkness,
For I am locked
In the realm of the tiny devils,
Traveling amongst what remains….
Once a mad man, now a lone one,
My fate is lost,
My hate….
It costs…