Senseless

I can still taste

The disgust in your words

And smell the vile scent of hatred

Strangling my throat by snaking its long arms

Down my nostrils.

The sound of confusion

Still echoes in my ears

Reverberating

Round my mind and shaking my foundations

To the core.

The sight of you

Being, ripped apart by me

Tortures my sleeping eyes

And my waking visions, haunting evermore

All I will do.

I can never say

How this came to pass

Explanation’s words choke me

As they stick unsaid in some part of my being

Gagging me always.

I can still feel

The pounding of your fists

Beating on my heaving chest

Demanding explanations of things without a reason

That make no sense.

And still

These senses make no sense

Of senseless actions.