Gutted

Hollwed by the way you never look at me

your eyes that always seem to blink

at the moment I am near

I seek the things I am never meant to have

but in the absense of my wants

I often find something that will merely pass

It seems that I am stuck

between never having what I want

and living with what I know will never be good enough

#forelorn

#poetry

#lament

#hollow