Rejection
Too constantly fear rejection is a reality I live in. I always have in my conscious mind that nobody likes me. Talking to anybody will only bring more pain. When leaving my apartment I have to make sure I am completely prepared for any upcoming situations
Overcoming this is very threatening and real.Victorys come one at a time. When needing to rent a Uhaul to move every scenario I could come up they won't have a truck they will reject my debit on and on. Finally I just got up and took my self to Uhaul. Big victory got my apartment moved and truck returned. That was worth celebrating. Each task I face daily starts I can't do it something it will go wrong somebody will intervene and destroy my efforts.
My skills in overcoming this fear are making me really good at courage. This is my vision for totally overcoming this fear one day I'll be free from this fear of rejection and won't even miss it. Fears can both make and break us.
I choose not to go into great description in trying to make it seem really frightening because I work at making it less frightening. Although I have been known to just walk out of public places before "somebody" gets me. When this happens looking around everybody is staring at me they all have noticed I'm not normal so I better get out before I'm exposed.
So what are your fears