Me vs. Me

I’m suffocating in my own sorrows. Im drowning in my own tears. Fate has twisted my thoughts. I feel empty inside. My heart feels like an abandoned building with broken windows. My smile has become uneasy. My sadness is undisguised. My token of love has yet again failed. Am I a failure ? Who am I ? For I whom needs to know. Inside a shell is where I need to be, maybe under a rock out of sight is more pleasing. I wanna hide from the world! The beautiful sunlight I once adored bothers me. When night falls the stars above startles me. To endure such pain has turned my world upside down. I wish I had a voice one bigger than the sea, I wish I had a love one worth loving me. Wishes are all I have my faith is now diminished. I’m afraid to fall asleep because I’m afraid of what my dreams may be. For I am on edge but I won’t take that route. This fight is over this I know, the aftermath has struck an arrow right through my soul, Cupid’s arrow oh how I wish.