Broken(monster)

I know I'm broken. I've let everyone down. My words on paper are much more appealing than than those I speak, just as life is fantasized as better than in person. If you read this you see a part of me no one ever sees. If you talk to me you see the opposite, but even my most honest writings may as well be a lie. I never write my broken nature. The side that if you ever see, might hurt you. It's sharper than glass, and just as broken. Few know how I feel. Few see my pains. Few see what I've seen. I've been beat and bruised till the monster was made. Now I fight and claw not to let him out. He wants to hurt you. He wants to see you suffer. But he can't. I won't let him out. He can't hurt you. I care too much for him to get out. I'm broken but not beyond repair. One day someone will fill the void, tame the monster, and fix the cage. I know I'm broken and now you do too.