I Won’t Hurt You

"I won't hurt you," he said.

"Just let me kiss you," he said.

Feeling depressed and nothing;

he took advantage of me.

I only did what I thought was right,

I did't owe him,

I didn't - NO!

He pulled me closer so fast, said I "wouldn't even feel a thing."

Paralyzed in my whole body,

I couldn't even blink.

And, oh, the thoughts in my mind -

They wouldn't even form.

I felt like a tortoise being tossed into the shore.

He looked over at me...

Could tell I couldn't breathe...

He just watched me leave...

It didn't mean anything...

Floozy, tramp, slut, whore -

What did I even come here for?

He pulled me closer so fast, said I "wouldn't even feel a thing."

Paralyzed in my whole body,

I couldn't even blink.

And, oh, the thoughts in my mind -

They wouldn't even form.

I felt like a tortoise being tossed into the shore.

Seeing my friends see me...

was worse than being me.

They knew before I did.

"I think he raped me," I said.

They couldn't believe it at all.

"Maybe it's no one's fault."

But I told them,

"He pulled me closer so fast, said I 'wouldn't even feel a thing.'

Paralyzed in my whole body,

I couldn't even blink.

And, oh, the thoughts in my mind -

They wouldn't even form.

I felt like a tortoise being tossed into the shore."

"Come and meet him outside."

I said, "No."

I go and meet him outside,

He doesn't go away.

It doesn't go away.

It doesn't go -

I moved onto the rooftop and felt myself look around.

One foot through the fence and I'll be lying on the ground.

I could die on the ground...

I won't die on the ground...