Hurt to Hate

Deep down, I love you,

But, certain days, I hate you

There are times, I despise

Everything about you

Your entire being,

All that you are

Sometimes, I wish

The hate would stay

I'm much too soft for that,

It eventually fades away

Instead, I'm left waiting,

Waiting to be hurt again

Because as much as I love you,

Hurting is all you do