the little things

If I write here and write about you,

it will stay here forever.

I won't be able to escape it,

even though, this is my only escape.

I can say what I need without you knowing

and ther'll be one less heart break;

mine.

To love and care so deeply,

but then to have the greatest pain

because of you is too hard to bare.

There are scars from what you have said

and how you have spoken,

but there won't be a scar tonight.

I've barley managed to erase one of the two

that were already there.

I'm battling my thoughts day in and day out,

if only you would listen to my silent shout.

I've noticed it's the little things

that stir up the biggest arguments,

and in those moments I stay still,

say nothing, beacuse...

it's little, it doesnt matter.

Just apologize,

be respectful,

this will blow over.

...

But it doesn't.

I'm hurt,

I'm hurting,

and I need you.