What happens next?

It doesn’t make sense

I just don’t understand

Is it based off of fate

Or is everything planned

Are we here for a reason

Or is it a stop along the way

How the hell did we get here

Like when and what day

Do we each have a purpose

For why we’re on earth

Do we have a certain path

That’s been chosen since birth

What happens when we die

And are no longer around

Do we really go to heaven

Or just lie in the ground

Will it all start over

Like it’s some kind of game

Will I live a different life

With a new family and name

I don’t get life’s meaning

Or if it even has one

I try not to question it

And to just have fun

But my mind runs wild

When I try to sleep

And my thoughts tend to stray

From just counting sheep

We’re here for a lifetime

Then gone forever

I don’t know what happens

And I’ll probably never

Even if I did

I’d most likely cry

Because my biggest fear

Is just the fact that I die

It might not be soon

But it will happen one day

And when my time comes

I hope I’ll be okay