Please Forgive Me

Dear Me,

I’m here to tell you that I am truly, truly sorry. I wasn’t strong enough, I could not protect you. I claimed you as strong, but when the test came, I was too weak to even put up a fight. Lost you are to your past and your pain, I ask you to let it rest and to rid yourself of this evil that clings to you. Strapping you down, clipping your wings. It doesn’t have to be this way, you could be free this very instance. But instead you are burdened, weighed down... and it’s my fault, so I apologize. I am very, very sorry. I said no, I said no, I said no. But then I gave in, I gave up, I gave myself away. I stopped caring about you, about me, because he broke us, and that fact kills me, but I have also learned from it, grown stronger from it. I ask you to do the same, to move on. You may never forget it, you may never forgive him, you may never get past it completely, but you can always follow in my foot steps. You have the power to learn from it, to choose to help it build you. I will be here for you when you are ready to move on, I will be here when you are in need of me. I promise to do my best to grow stronger, to become the best version of myself, so that if a similar case every happens, I will be able to continue fighting rather than giving in. I’m sorry, I wish you well, and the best of luck my Love. -Me

-Monachopsis