Ampersand IV

&

I Realized Just How Unhappy I Was.

In This Moment

& All The Moments.

It Didn't Matter That I Smiled So Hard

& It Sometimes Hurt So Good.

It Hurt.

I Hurt.

& The Hurt Didn't Allow For Happiness.

It Lent Itself To Lonely And Empty.

& I Didn't Know How To Stop Hurting Anymore.