Challenge
capture the pain of self-sabotage from the perspective of a depressed mind
Creatives are prone to depression. Tell a story of a person who can't stop self-sabotaging themselves especially when it comes to things they really want
He loves me, he loves me not
I hate the game of “He loves me/He loves me not”. Who’s a flower to think it has to do what my mind already does?
Yes.
No.
Maybe so.
Does it matter anyway?
Green light.
Go after that lie,
But it will fail, why even try?
Red light,
Stop being an idiot,
You’re lying, you’ll never be right.
Petals fall,
one
two
three
Together we would live happily.
If “we” would ever exist.
If he would ever say “yes.”
As if,
He wouldn’t.
He wouldn’t dare
He wouldn’t
...end my despair, but
in the end.
You know,
in your heart.
no
one
cares.
Your tears are worthless.
He left for a reason.
You could never do this.
You wanted to keep him forever, yet
He loved you never.
Go home.
Try again, sweetheart.
You’ll get it one day.
At least, that’s what they all say.