When you are in a family with no recollection of any morals, you tend to be overlooked when something goes wrong, or even when something goes right. You eventually stop trying to get attention, whether its negative or positive attention. You stop trying to impress the rest with good grades or a game you've won in Soccer or even a medal you've won for first place in Dance Class. You don't try to be noticed anymore. You end up not caring if you disappear or if you get hurt or if you die. You could wreck your car and go to the hospital and they would only care about the car, or pass out at the County Fair from dehydration and you'd be fucking up their plans because they had to drive you to the hospital. They don't care and you end up seeing that. At some point.. you stop caring too..