UNTITLED
I used to love writing,
I was good at it and it came easily to me,
I mean what was better than being able to write about your thoughts and feelings.
I loved how I could have written something a year ago but when I read it i felt like I was feeling the emotions all over.
You see, I have these moments when I just want to cry for the sake of it,
And it was so easy crying over my past.
At the start of the year, I asked God for a lot of things
And it seemed like God listened to me
I seemed to be getting what I wanted
And then my luck changed
I felt so much pain that I thought I would never heal
But I did heal but,
Instead of going back to being me
I changed
I stopped feeling
And now I can't write
The only thing I seem to be able to write about is how much I can't write
I'm so scared
I don't know what to do
I need your help