The day is beautiful, and the sun is bright.

But I don’t want to go outside; I rather stay inside.

Waking up without you on my bedside is an awful sight. It is hard to have motivation because you were always my emotional drive.

But you are gone, and I feel an emptiness inside.

So forgive me friends and family if I don't want to go outside.

I miss you, and nobody knows how much energy that takes away from me. I hope my family and friends can forgive me, but I don’t want their pity.