sometimes I feel scared

I was hiding under the blankets when i heard the car pull into the driveway. I hid and hid and waited for the footsteps to come up the porch stairs. Each foot gets heavier as it drew nearer. You open the door, you slam it shut. Make my room shake although I'm one floor up. Drop your bag on the ground and take off your shoes. Open the sliding glass door, get the keys to your room.

Meanwhile I'm still under the covers. Squeezing my eyes shut wishing for tears to go away. Crying over some dumb boy that didn't want to stay. We both need a hug today. Two different actions but we're one in the same.