The First With Him

I wasn’t experienced but I had kissed others before. But from the first time we met, everything felt magical, exciting, and new. We had danced around flirtatiously for weeks, me putting him off due to my own insecunities. I finally said yes and the first date was chaste, yet romantic. We went out to dinner at our favorite Chinese restaurant and then back to his place to watch a movie. Holding hands on the couch, I felt alive, chemistry, and attraction pulsing through me. After the movie, he drives me home walking me to my porch. He bends down, giving me a simple, chaste kiss on the lips. Not enough to overwhelm me but to leave me wanting more. This was the first time it felt natural, not awkward or even repulsive, as kisses from others had in the past. With him, for the first time, I could see and wanted to experience more than kissing.