Divided self

I divided in two

Hatred for humanity and it’s woes,

Love for humanity and it’s heights.

Dedicated to passion’s whims,

Enslaved by apathy’s grasp.

Wanting men to rise by the stepping stones of life,

Wanting the ruin of all civilization and time.

Wanting high achievement and a greater life,

Content with a smaller gains and lesser time.

I do not know what I want and what I fully am

But I know I am divided in two.