Addi!

We started off slow, this relationship we have. A little bit here and a little there, and you were intregued by me, my wiles, my soft carress and the way you felt when I was here. It didn't really take as long as you think. As a matter of fact, you were mine from the moment we met. You see, I have always wanted you, to possess you, your heart, your soul your life. I am cunning, I am baffling, patient beyond the measure of time, and I know how to win your favor each and every time. My love will take you to heights of pleasure you will never experience again, and it's not really love I give, just an empty promise of a better existence, of not having to feel like an outcast, unloved and misunderstood, of feeling alone and empty, unaccepted and unacceptable. For I am that reliefe from the mundane everyday struggle of trying to fit in in a world that will never accept you as you are, I exist in that place, and you will seek me out. I will make you feel whole again, fill that empty void where like a black hole, everything else will cease to exist, it's only ever just you and I. I will be your lover, your hubby, your children or your wife, I will be your best friend and soon I will be the only thing left in your life. I will take these others and cast them all aside, I will be the only thing that matters in this life. Eventually you will do my will, even denounce your God, forsaking everything except me. Your car, your home, all that you've obtained, you will sell and barter and throw it all away. Soon we will be as one, no matter where we are, and rest assured your life is forefit to my whims. You will be my subject, my slave and you will do whatever it takes to keep me alive, because without me you will also surely die. You will rob, you will steal, you will lie and cheat and kill, I am now your God, your Higher Power, and I own your will. I own your soul, your moral code is laughable, I own your life now and you will sell your body on the streets of where you now dwell in squalor. I will haunt your mind and terrorize your dreams, for I'm the epitome of nightmare, I'm the silence in your screams.

My name is Addiction, call me Addi for short. There is no escaping me once we are introduced. I live inside of you, a pariah embedded in your brain. And now you know the depths of your insanity which is merely my playground. I will twist you I will bend you and I'll break your heart to bits, I will tear you from the inside, corrode you to the bone. And in the end, I will still be your only friend. The only one left around, the only one who cares, but not about you. I'm just in it to destroy you so that I may survive. You will never know of the other lives you have helped to destroy, they gave up on you long ago and have moved on with thier lives. Your children you've abandoned, left them defensless, alone and scared, and rest assured because of that they will also seek me out, and they will know me as you do. There is no escape from me, don't bother to try. I am you and you are me, forever entertwined.