Lonely

I was used to this loneliness

Until you came in my life

I was happy everyday with you

So why did you leave me?

I'm feeling the loneliness

Invading my life once again

I'm huddled in a dark corner

Praying for you to come back

Why did you cheat on me?

I loved you and still do

I want to hate you but I just can't

I thought you loved me

The gaping hole in my heart

Keeps growing larger and larger

My heart aches for you

The aching there gnaws at me

The happy memories that we have together

Is what gives me hope

To live

Even though you left

I wish the best for you

With tears streaming down my face

As long as you are happy

I will be fine

Maybe one day

I can throw away this love

And love another

But for now

This love, I will keep