Three times a charm

Dear Death,

I have tried to visit three times now and you won’t answer the gate. I tried the pearly one up front and the gates in back that were on fire to no avail. You had to hear me screaming, “Please just let me in!” the last time I came around.

Evidently I am not welcome until my unknown scheduled appointment time.

So here I sit at this sad job trying to appear busy and sane. It is exhausting.

Obviously I am obsessed with the mystery that surrounds you yet you shut me out.

You are responsible for more than a few holes in my heart causing unimaginable pain.

If you won’t let me in then I beg you to let me go. Stop monopolizing all

my thoughts and bringing darkness to my soul. You are keeping me from Life

which should be cherished and enjoyed. I promise to stop visiting unannounced if you will allow me to appreciate the joy of Life until it is my time. Lovelove, Lizzle