Every single day

It’s so damn hard

when you try to understand his emotions

but can’t comprehend one single thing

Sometimes it feels like he’s on top of the world

And some days, it’s like I don’t even matter

I want to feel that he cares

cares enough that he could put

all negative thoughts aside

Just when I need him the most.

How I wish miracles could happen

right at this moment

To bring back our carefree lives.