Who I Am

Trust me. You don't want me. I'm terrible. I'm awful and impatient. I'm harsh and cruel. Not kind or patient. I'm mean and brutal and blunt. Painfully blunt. I will break you, put you back together, and then break you again. I will do that over and over again until you feel like you're going insane. That's just the kind of person I am. I will hurt in ways you've never been hurt before. I will break you down and destroy you in the most painful and brutal of ways. You will hate me. You will despise me so much you might even start to love me. Don't. I'll make you feel things you've never felt before. I'll disagree with you, and even when you're right I'll never admit it. I will confuse you and make you question everything. I'll make you wonder if what you're doing is really what you should be doing. I'll be bitter and lie to your face and you will never know that I did. I'll be honest only when I feel like it. But despite all that I'll be there. I'll always be loyal. It takes a lot to gain my trust. Even more to gain my affection. But it also takes a lot to break it. It'll take heaven crumbling to pieces, the world ending, and hell freezing over for me stop trusting you. I will be vicious, but I will always love you.