those hands on me
.
and through your screams I found my way, I was lost in the nothingness
the darkness knowing my first name
Me and her we knew each other well, beyond the two of us,
there was just silence. And then I heard your pain as it blinded me through my unseeing eyes, my body did not change
yet the black veins pulsating under my skin spoke of only you
my arteries on a slow fire , slow motion, if you please
Without sight, I left the hand of my mistress, the night . Hand ripping from hers, cold shadows following my steps. Yet I kept on walking , the tall trees before me a portrait for my bruises, as I stumbled into their hard wooden core
Splinters opening wounds, speaking of crimson blood in the shade of you . Plump lips that held no taste, skin that had no scent, body that held no pleasure. Yet . All of those sensations unknown to the soul berried under the lightless concepts of time
and through your screams I found my way , I was lost in the nothingness the darkness knowing my first name
I stumbled, I fell, knees scraping against the harsh ground
Wolves with ragged jaws howling this pain that carried you to me. My ears heard you, my skin felt the rawness of your moon threaded hope. I listened, I ran to reach you,
to grab you, to have you. Just to hold your fingers and imagine the sun
what would the heat feel like? how would the sunrays taste?
my soul, why are you in pain? why do you scream? will my darkened life bring soft whispers to your mouth, my lips covering yours
as I breathe in you , and drown out the anguish?
loud steps against wet grass, you howl at me, and finally, my path is set
as I run to you, only to you
always to you
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{ song unreleased }: “Hands On Me” - BANKS
Turn all the lights on in my heart
Make it come brighter
How you love me is on fire
Turn all the lights out
Taking me higher
Put your hands on
Put your hands on me