motivation.
it's the very thing i've been lacking.
i haven't wanted to write,
it's an action.
it requires force for me to do this,
cause i really don't want to,
don't know what to say.
i've been hesitant
to post anything
besides pictures and quotes
from the internet
on my socials,
this is ridiculous!
i want to have all of this mastered, continuous.
not all of my lines
seem to rthyme,
kind of annoying
but i don't really try.
not now anyway,
cause i don't even wanna press the publish button.
so many lines
in my draft section,
that i just can't finish.
i don't want to,
i don't even wanna finish this.
i'm gonna be lucky
if i even upload this one.
i'm so done with writing,
i want to write
but i don't at the same time;
it's getting tiring.
my hand is getting heavy
and it's hard for me to complete this sentence, so i think—