Impossible choice

2 amazing guys,

One impossible choice,

Life used to be easier,

When I didn’t have a voice.

One is sweet,

Weird and true,

The other one makes you feel like,

their is no one in the world but you.

One is shy,

The other is daring,

Both are dorks,

And kind and caring.

I wish I knew,

Which spoke to my heart the most,

But I can’t access my feelings,

All I find is a ghost.

Maybe it’s cause I’m not capable,

Of feelings things like love,

Or perhaps I can,

I just need a little shove.

My head tells me one,

My heart another,

Both are good friends,

Neither better than the other.

I wish I knew which one,

Would make me feel like me,

But to be fair I don’t even know who I am,

I don’t even know who to be.