Crushed

He said goodbye to me over text a few days ago. It wasn't a forever goodbye, more like an "until we meet again" goodbye. I wanted to tell him that the night before I wanted to kiss him. I'd missed him, a lot. And I didn't. I said goodbye and haven't allowed myself to talk to him. It kills me to not be able to give him one last hug, breathe in his scent one last time. That's all I really wanted before I left. I'm left crushed because I didn't take a chance and live in the moment. I allowed myself to overthink the situation and ruin what could have been a perfect date.