Reaching out.

I want to matter. I want my life to mean something to someone besides me. But I have this enemy that holds me back. It fights me every day, all day. A lot of days I lose. I'm tired of losing. Today I want to win. So I speak. I dare. I reach out and offer my soul on a platter to the butchers on the internet that are just waiting for someone to cut. Why? Because those souls are reaching out too.